Today has honestly been a very difficult day for me. I've been both emotionally and physically challenged with my current treatment protocol, and ya know - just life and all of which it brings. But this evening, my new friend Danielle shared the shoot we did back in June on her website, along with my story.
I remember driving back on the winding roads as I wrote this little note to her, a note that she's now published:
This makes it all worth it.
This is where it's at.
Every time we step out and allow ourselves to be vulnerable,
the magic shows up.
Thank you for allowing me to step out. I have always struggled with wanting to move past or escape from my current reality. Days like today make me feel alive again—they make me feel safe and at peace with where I'm at—even though my pain isn't gone.
You've already taught me so much in just one day. Thank you for sharing your day and pieces of your life with me.
Today, my pain is certainly not gone. Today, I spent my time either on the bathroom floor or curled in bed. But you know what? I keep going. Blind faith? Some may say so. But I keep going because I know. I know that I've been able to let go of some of the fear that's been controlling me for my years with illness. I keep going because being vulnerable and showing up allows life to work its magic for us.
See Danielle's site for the full story + photos.
Here are a few more of my favorites:
All Photography By Danielle Shull